My New Life

I’ve been re-making my life.  I’m 40.  Yes, I’ve been told we all go through the what-have-I-done-with-my-life phase around now.  I think I’ve been going through it for years, though.  Sadly, I’ve had more down days than up days in my life thus far.  Depression and anxiety are terrible things.  I’ve struggled, silently, with depression for years.  Anxiety crept in at some point during my adulthood.  After having a child…assuming it was due to hormones…my depression and anxiety spun out of control.  Then…over a decade before true relief.  The depression and anxiety are not gone, but are now under control.  My adventure, for lack of a better word (is there one for “bad adventure”?), is a tale of its own.  Now, though, I’m making the life I’ve always wanted…feeling the way I didn’t know was possible.  Time for more good days than not!